pissed off!!!

At the start of the year I envisioned myself already to be studying for the board exam, passing it and working as a registered nurse in the month of August. Well, it might take long before I do those things. Why???? Because the freaking PRC just announced that the Board Exams in June will be moved to November, to give graduates like myself a lot of time to study. F%$k!!!!!!

Sa halip na makapag-move on na sa buhay ko at gawin ang mga dapat gawin now I'm stuck. The thing is I dont expect myself to study for the board exams in 9 months. I mean, I dont want to be a hypocrite but, jusme, naman, khit mgaral ako simula June, Im pretty sure na makakalimuatn ko din yun whenAugust comes.
2nd, I dont want to be a burden to my parents anymore. My tuition fee is expensive, compared to the tuition fees of my kuya and ate put together. So, I really want to make up to them by passing the board and working as a registered nurse. Because I know if I pass the board it will be a tremendous sigh of relief for all of us, especially for my parents. I've already told my mom about the announcement, and I also told her that while waiting for the Board in November, I would be willing to work, and she's fine with it.

Now, I feel that I have to work my ass of for half of the year!!!Work and save money, because I have to review in a review center and I would like to pay for it all by myself. And if I pass the board Im planning to get a Masteral's Degree. So I really have to work hard.

I just wish that things weren't so complicated now. Im really pressured by the announcement. I just hope that our freaking school wont hold us until November because of the board and because a lot of my batch mates, like me, have incomplete DR and OR cases, which is required by the PRC before taking the Board.

I hope we all complete our cases, before graduation, so we can find a job and work until August.God help me.