Tuesday, January 29, 2008

happy happy day!!!!

This is a happy, happy day for me. First, when I got to school my classmate told me that our Board Exam was in June, but first, we've got to finish all our cases. I was happy but afraid, as well because I'm still not complete in the cases. But, I refuse to be saddened by this news. Hopefully, ma-schedule na ako for completion. Help me God.

The REAL reason why I am so happy this day is because my friends and I had a special bonding time today, which is matagal na naming di nagagawa. The initial plan was just to have a lunch after our classes. Then we roamed the mall to look for a restaurant that my friend ( Ate Cathy) wanted to see, then we looked at the booksale to see if there were any affordable magazines. Then, we saw this poster of P.S I Love You. And that was it..


I like this film!It's a light, romantic comedy. I cried a bit but I laughed a lot too. It was about a husband and a wife who was separated by death. The husband knowing that after his death his wife will be sad, he planned to have letters appear to her. The letter started appearing when she turned 30. The letters were things that the husband wanted his wife to do to be happy. It made his wife recall all the good memories that they shared. The reason why I also liked this film is that it showed IRELAND. The country in which I would like to go to, one day I hope. I love the scenarios!!

I love spending this day with my friends especially Ate Cathy and Tin-tin, they are very good friends of mine, and i will always remember this day. I really had fun and I hope that this will not be the last of our bonding.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

pissed off!!!

At the start of the year I envisioned myself already to be studying for the board exam, passing it and working as a registered nurse in the month of August. Well, it might take long before I do those things. Why???? Because the freaking PRC just announced that the Board Exams in June will be moved to November, to give graduates like myself a lot of time to study. F%$k!!!!!!

Sa halip na makapag-move on na sa buhay ko at gawin ang mga dapat gawin now I'm stuck. The thing is I dont expect myself to study for the board exams in 9 months. I mean, I dont want to be a hypocrite but, jusme, naman, khit mgaral ako simula June, Im pretty sure na makakalimuatn ko din yun whenAugust comes.
2nd, I dont want to be a burden to my parents anymore. My tuition fee is expensive, compared to the tuition fees of my kuya and ate put together. So, I really want to make up to them by passing the board and working as a registered nurse. Because I know if I pass the board it will be a tremendous sigh of relief for all of us, especially for my parents. I've already told my mom about the announcement, and I also told her that while waiting for the Board in November, I would be willing to work, and she's fine with it.

Now, I feel that I have to work my ass of for half of the year!!!Work and save money, because I have to review in a review center and I would like to pay for it all by myself. And if I pass the board Im planning to get a Masteral's Degree. So I really have to work hard.

I just wish that things weren't so complicated now. Im really pressured by the announcement. I just hope that our freaking school wont hold us until November because of the board and because a lot of my batch mates, like me, have incomplete DR and OR cases, which is required by the PRC before taking the Board.

I hope we all complete our cases, before graduation, so we can find a job and work until August.God help me.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Welcome 2008

Happy New Year everyone!!!Welcome 2008!!!!WoW!!!I cant believe another year has passed, time sure flies. I need all the luck I can get this year. Why????? Because Im hopefully graduating this year, If I graduate I'll be taking the Board Exam this June and if I pass I will enter the REAL WORLD, meaning I have to work..work..work!!!!!

So my calendar for the first five months is already planned, and I already have my three goals this year.

My goals are:
1. To Graduate this March- dapat lang dahil I've been working my ass off..
2. Pass the Board Exams (1st take) - I dont settle for 2nd best
3. Have a job in a hospital as a REGISTERED NURSE!!!!!!

Im scared..really I am. This year its a make or break for me. I cant break it,so I really have to make it. There are no other options for me than those three missions I have envisioned. So please pray for me.