confusing emotions

here's what happened to me today..

i went to shool, i got our thesis signed..finally..only one signature left for me to accomplish..

2 signatures down only one to go..i said happily to myself..

after a couple of hours..

my friend told me that our final grades, was finally out..and many in our batch FAILED..

SHIT!!just what i needed, to brighten my day..

it's like ive been slapped in the face..RIGHT ON!!

when will this ever end?its like a circle that has no ending..

i dont know, what to do anymore..i want to see my grades.But what if i was among the students who failed..

i cant even imagine what i will do if that really happen..